My Brother’s Left Foot

 

August 9 2005  

 

Wishers Well,

 

Misfortune seems to plague the first week in Edinburgh for the Brinkman brothers.  Last year I was knocked out after my first show with strepp throat and had to cancel three shows in a row.  This year no shows have been cancelled, but Erik has already fallen prey to another kind of infection.

 

After the show a few days ago we went with a group of C Venues people to the famous Spiegle Tent, a restored 1920s cabaret tent where there was to be a swing dance party with free entry.  The tent is in a park surrounded by a lit-up beer gardens and enclosed with a black wrought-iron fence.  Upon arriving we found a long line circling around the outside of the fence, but were told by the doorman that it would only take five minutes.

 

Standing in line you could see through breaks in the trees and hear the tantalizing revelry going on inside and Erik quickly decided to break ranks and jump the queue.  With a cheerful "see you in there", he moved away from the crowd along the fence and attempted it once, seemed to fall back, checked his shoe, then hoisted himself over and disappeared into the bushes.  Five minutes later we were almost in, but Erik had already been fingered by an indignant Brit (the British love to queue), and was expelled from the grounds.  So we laughed it off, the reward for his impatience was to be that he would miss out on the Spiegle Tent for one night, no big deal.

 

Later we met up and danced and caroused at C Bar with the various thespians and festival types who descend on Edinburgh this time of year, and when the bar closed at 5 a.m. we cruised home in style, me on my bike and Erik on his roller blades, just like we did dozens of times last year.

 

By the beginning of the ride home Erik was visibly in pain, however, and complaining about his foot, which he said he had hurt on the fence.  When we got back he pulled it out of his roller blade and I saw the extent of the damage for the first time.  The fence had been lined with six-inch long black iron spikes and he had put his foot on one of these as a step, trusting his shoe, but it had punctured through and stabbed him.  A treeplanter to the core, he ignored the pain and ran around and danced on it all night.  Before we went to bed I cleaned up the cut with disinfectant - it was a good centimeter deep in the ball of his foot.

 

This was Saturday night.  Sunday his foot had swollen and he couldn't get it in a shoe or even wiggle his toes, but we went on with the day, made our way to the theatre (the show must go on), in a cab this time, and put on The Rap Canterbury Tales to a healthy audience of about forty.  We should have gone to the hospital, and kept saying so, but he didn't insist and neither did I, and it was Sunday, and he didn't have travel insurance, so we went back to the flat and he watched videos and put his foot up and rested while I went to the Fringe launch party, which was amazing.  The rationale was that we would wait and see how it looked in the morning.

 

Yesterday when he woke up it was worse, stiffer, more swollen, and he finally got the bus and headed for the Royal Infirmary, which turned out to have a student facility that didn't require insurance after all.  His foot was badly infected, they said, with visible tracks on his blood vessels around the cut, a la Requiem for a Dream.  I went to the theatre and waited for him, but at show-time he still wasn't there, and I had to quickly train a new tech and put a simplified version of the show on without him.  They had him on an antibiotic IV drip during the show and wouldn't let him go despite his protestations: "what's more important, the show or your life?"  Then they released him last night on crutches and we went to a friend's for dinner.

 

This morning he got up at seven and went straight to the hospital for a follow up, and I got a call from him just an hour ago to say that the infection is worse, has doubled in size, and they are keeping him in the hospital for the next forty-eight hours at least to continue the IV drip and monitor the blood vessel tracking.  I am on my way there now to check in on him and bring him a book.

 

In other trivial news, the Rap Canterbury Tales is selling well after six shows, better than last year already, lots of media attention, festival hype, etc, etc.  Please send your prayers and healing thoughts to my brother's foot; ironic as the circumstances were, blood infections are no trifle.  I'll keep you posted when I know more.  All good things to you, bacteria excepted,

 

 

Baba